April

Q1 done.

What a year its been so far. Its not been the kindest, but there are always lessons to be learned. I also now recognise its a season of life that I’m going through and I’m grateful for my constant companions. That’s the way forward sometimes. Becoming grateful.

This month, things are getting brighter. Both weatherwise and “hope on the horizon” wise. Holidays are coming and time away from it all is certainly just what the doctor ordered. I cannot wait for the next 6 weeks to be done. I currently have a militant lifestyle to fit in everything I need to in the lead up to my exams and show (that project I spoke about in January). But I need to have a focus like never before to make up for lost time in other necessary sideshows that have been really draining me of late. Its possible. I have made several “plans” for productivity, which have had to be refined over the months, but now it has to be what it is. Nothing but an earthquake or being run over I’d going to stop me now, because I cannot afford the time lost in anything else. Strangely I’m actually enjoying it. The productivity output is weirdly satisfying. Now don’t get me wrong I know myself too well to know that this isn’t going to stick, But I have to say its quite nice to not have to take on any extracurricular options as I just don’t have the time for it currently. I have temporarily shut off everything extra in my life to deal with the only thing that matters right now. Family, exams and show.

Thanks for reading. I am grateful for you. 🙂